Ramai yg kata aku hensem...ada yg menyakat sesuke jer kata aku ni cam muka korean la Jepun la...mostly will say i look like Chinese. Aku xtau y i was born wif dis kind of look.
Teringat masa form 3 dulu buat salah silah keluarga..dan bila aku trace xde pon keturunan datuk nenek aku ada mix Chinese ke...but I realise one thing on my mom side..belah2 sana semua muka mata agak sepet dan kulit cerah...n 1 or 2 of their child yup i agree..are good looking...
Masa kecik2 dulu, kengkawan mak kalo dtg umah mesti puji; putih la hensem la.. balik kampung mak sedara pun ckp sama...even pakcik kwsn umah umah pun leh ckp camtu
i don't say dis to praise myself, never!! but it happen..
it may sound marvelous but actually no..it is a CURSE..u know why i say dat? let me tell u:
(i dun mean to offend anyone, but d only one is ME! exactly)
Teringat masa form 3 dulu buat salah silah keluarga..dan bila aku trace xde pon keturunan datuk nenek aku ada mix Chinese ke...but I realise one thing on my mom side..belah2 sana semua muka mata agak sepet dan kulit cerah...n 1 or 2 of their child yup i agree..are good looking...
Masa kecik2 dulu, kengkawan mak kalo dtg umah mesti puji; putih la hensem la.. balik kampung mak sedara pun ckp sama...even pakcik kwsn umah umah pun leh ckp camtu
i don't say dis to praise myself, never!! but it happen..
it may sound marvelous but actually no..it is a CURSE..u know why i say dat? let me tell u:
(i dun mean to offend anyone, but d only one is ME! exactly)
- When i go to shop, xkisah la beli barang ke, window shopping ke...if tokeh or pelayan tu Cina diorang direct ckp Cina terus ngan aku until i say "Saya bukan Cina la, saya Melayu" ..n i draw a smile.. then they will stop n say "Owh ingat u Cina muka pun mcm Cina"
- Most of apek or ahso kedai akan ckp.. "Awk belajar ckp Cina, muka pun mcm Cina..nnti aa..org ingat awak betul2 Cina..bukan mau tipu tp ini utk kebaikan..bla..bla.." n they continue to preach the advantage nowadays kalo boleh ckp Mandarin..so aku dengar je la
- When i was in University, i sense dat most of my Chi friend they didn't really care I am Malay, they able to disregard and regard me as Chi because my appearance but on the contrary I don't understand y very difficult for me to get along wif my Malay colleagues..The belonging issue..yes.
- And it continues during my LI <i dun want talk about those racial part as if i was the composite of both>
- During job interview...one of the panel is Chi lady...she was wondering/shock..i dunno when she look at my name at d profile sheet while i walk in to sit in front of 3 of them..
- PLU friends? hmm..susahnya to get Malay......interestingly easy to plunge into Chi relationship
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